ICU

Mom is in ICU. Allen is trying to help with phone calls that I'm not able to make right now. Trying to see what it would take to get her into hospice. I'm praying, hanging on, trying to conserve energy, nurse our sweet baby. I don't feel like I'm thinking clearly right now: processing all this, sleep deprivation, recovery from childbirth. I feel like we're letting Mom down. The one thing she never wanted was suffering and pain and she's had more of it than one person should ever have to deal with. Lord, be with my Mom, bring her peace and guide our steps so she can get what she needs.